We are walking together to the gate, but it’s almost like we are Strangers. He is making series of calls on his phone which pisses me off but I pretend not to notice. I put on my headphones and listen to Phyno rap in Igbo and I nod my head like a crazy person on the road in a bid to get his attention, to get him to ask me “babe why are you misbehaving na?” but he doesn’t say a word. Now I’m more pissed.
I want to spend more time with him but I decide against it after all I’m on my period meaning we can’t fuck so he’ll probably not care if I come over or not. We say our goodbyes and I cross over to the other side of the road. I get myself a pack of cigarettes with the intention of smoking my lungs out. I’ve been meaning to quit smoking but I need them today. I get home, drop my bag and walk to a friend’s place not far from mine. She’s excited to see me as usual because she knows she’ll have an orgasm or two at the end of the day (yup I’m that good). She tries to make small talk and all I do is grunt, force a laugh or smile ‘coz he’s still on my mind.
I look down at the pack of cigarettes, its half gone and it is not doing shit for me. I’m even more pissed. I turn to look at Florence who has given up on me and is now ignoring me. I crawl to where she is and kiss her neck, she ignores me, I move to her ear lobes and nibble slightly still she ignores me, I move my face to hers and run my tongue over her lips and she couldn’t suppress the moan that escaped her lips. I grin wickedly and I feel a little better at least I have her. She does what I want, responds the way I want, when I want it and how I want it.
Why is it so difficult with him?
Why can’t he see that all he should want is to please me? And there it is again, thoughts of him are interrupting the good time I was supposedly going to have with this girl. ‘I’m sorry babe’ I say to her. I’m just not in a good mood today. She’s not happy but she doesn’t say anything because she doesn’t want to risk pissing me off. I smile in my head. Yeah that’s a good girl. I want him in this position too. Is that too hard to ask?
Why does he insist on being so out of control?
I get back home. Thankful for the solitude, I lie on my back and I swear I’m not going to take his calls or even send him messages on BBM or Whatsapp or anything. He should fall inside a pit and break both kneecaps I don’t care. My phone rings just as soon as I finish making my ‘resolution’. It’s him. I answer without thinking.
“Can I come over?” He asks. My brain is screaming for me to say no
But I say yes. I’d be there in 10 minutes. He ends the call and unconsciously I’m fixing my hair and dress. I catch myself doing that and i feel like smacking myself. He isn’t worth shit I say out loud but I know I’m lying to myself. 8 minutes later he is at my door, I let him in and he looks at me with those half sleepy eyes I have come to love and he smiles a crooked smile and asks
“Are you still vexed?”
I’m reminded that I’m supposed to be very angry and I make to slam the door in his face but he stops me and enters the house. Suddenly all this big space feels so small. I’m struggling to breathe. He pulls me close to him and lowers his lips on mine. I kiss him back. I bite his lips a little and then a little more. He reels back in shock with a funny look in his eyes. I laugh and ask him to take off his clothes.
“Just like that?” He asks.
Do what I say or get out of my house I retort. He grins and takes of his clothes. I want to look away but I make myself watch him from start to finish. He stands there in all of his naked majesty. I’m awe struck. I walk over to him and touch him trying to memorize every curve, every scar, every pulse… I take my sweet time doing this. I can tell he is getting inpatient but I’d be damned if things don’t go my way this night.
‘Stay still for fuck sake’ I growl at him
He complies. I continue with what I’m doing until I’m satisfied. Then bend my head and I take his nipple in my mouth and I suck on it flicking my tongue on it. He tries to touch me and I beat his hands away. He gets the message and tries to stay still. I bite down on his nipple hard and he yelps in pain, I’m holding his flesh still with my teeth so he can’t make any funny movements. I grab his buttocks and spank them while I move my attention to his other nipple.
‘I don’t know about this bae’ he says to me ‘I’m not down for this kinda stuff’. I ignore him and spank his ass again and again and again. I feel his cock starting to rise against me and I’m dancing on the inside. I let go of him and I start to take of my jeans. I ask him to keep standing and not move no matter what. He agrees a little too quickly thinking he was going to get some pussy (hehehe). I walk to the bathroom and wash off the last traces of menstrual blood. I make my way back to the bed making sure he had a good view of me; I lie on d bed and spread my legs wide as far as they can go exposing my cunt to him.
I see his cock jump and I’m pleased. I touch my clitoris which is already swollen with desire from the knowledge that he is obeying me And I starting rubbing my clit slowly at first then roughly, all the time keeping my eyes on him to make sure he can see everything. His cock is rock hard and he makes to stroke himself, I partially scream at him to stop. He drops his hand and I slide two fingers inside my pussy and begin to fuck my very wet self. He’s practically drooling at this point. In the quiet of the house the squishing noises of my sloppy pussy and fingers can be heard.
He watches in awe. I’m so close, this feels great. I come like a bitch in heat. I lie down until I recover from myself given mind blowing orgasm. After a minute or two. I pull my jeans back on. He’s staring at me with confusion in his eyes. I ask him to dress up.
“Why? Can’t you see I have a freaking hard on woman?” He asks.
I smile coldly and ask him again to dress up. He puts on his tee and tries to wear his jeans I can see he is struggling not to hurt his still erect pole and I’m having a ball. When he manages to zip up, I open the door and say goodnight.
‘What the fuck?’ ‘Are you for real?’ He asks.
Goodnight baby I say again. He is dumbfounded. He walks out into the semi darkness. I close my door and I scream!